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I can’t sit here and look at you.
I’m out of luck and you’re too caught up.
Wishing for the best,
But ended up with the worst.
Lost and worried, striving for first.
The clock with strike one again;
and when it does, this tedious life of mine will begin.
The growth of hatred sin, it will never end.
Changing and renewing, yet nearly forgotten.
Bitter rotten taste,
sticking with you through a slow and steady pace.
Waiting for a lifetime, without any halftimes to waste.
See in the eyes of the crushed,
and know what it’s like to be rushed.
She can’t live like this anymore,
with you breathing down her back.
and with the statues standing still,
just ready to attack.

bruises

SOOOOOO last night was insane in the membrane! Saint Sydney, Shelby, and BO-BO spent the night...

we basically snacked alll night haha and beat the crap out of eachother :)
sydney-boulda
me-dumb as dirt
breanna-rock

sydney found my stuuupid tickle spot and i thought i was going to diee!

hahah then we tricked shelby and told her we went to Castles and Coasters and breanna threw up everywhere!

i love these girls! God has totally blessed me with great people to grow closer too.
Breanna and i were talking last night and it turns out that my world history teacher goes to her old church! It was so crazy to hear that all this time my teacher has been telling me about her youth group and it ended up being breannas same (old) youth group. It makes me believe even more that things really do happen for a reason. ,

why so serious?

Last night was a blast!

Batman was a good movie all though i got a bad stomach cramp from holding my pee for so long...
Sleepoverr with Bo-Bo, Hooty, and shelby wasn't so bad either hahah just kidding :)
we said we were going to do like a million things last night but we ended up going to sleep, which was fine because it was already the next morningg!
there wasn't tooo many accidents ;) if you know what i mean
Best Part: pancakes by Trudy and Nathan Maples!




i think we need to have a sleepover with all of forever faithful soon!!




P.S. DO YOU WANT TO KNOW WHERE I GOT THESE SCARS FROM?

Eli

Last night i got to talk to my brother, Eli, who is in Australia. It made me realize how much i really do miss him. In this picture i was only 7 months and he was 2 1/2 years old. I wish i had got to hang out with him more when he lived with us, but he was hardly ever home. I look up to him in so many ways, He is always putting others before himself. Oh, and he looks a whole lot like Jesus.I cant wait to go to his wedding! ;) haha. I hope that he is doing well in Australia and i cant wait to see him in December.

i think you should all know..

a little bit about myself. 

I've lived in Arizona my whole life. But not in the same house. Our family has moved about 13 times? (we lost track about 3 houses ago) but each house has memories of their own. 

At Tarwater Elementry School i met Leah and Shelby, two of my best friends to this day. I remember they used to make me eat grass because they said i was a lion or dinosaur in the forrest, so i followed their orders haha. We would also cheer for the boys when they played on the field, but we had to stop when the cutest kid in school at the time hit me straight in the head with the football. We have had some amazing times in elementary school, but i knew my life would not always be so easy.

I think as time went by and i became more mature, life became harder and there were more and more hardships i had to get through. I attended Bogle Jr. High for a year, (probably the worst year of my life, you will hear more about it laterr) and after 7th grade i transferred to Horizon Community Learning Center, where i completed 8th grade.

I stayed at Horizon for high school and sometimes i think i should've gone to Valley Christian after my brother, but ahh well. 

Today, I am trying to live for Jesus and give him all that i am. Things will be up and down but i try to stay focused and not let anything get to me. My friends help become a better person, whether they realize it or not. I express myself through art. Painting is how i let my emotions out and i'm surprised when people actually want to buy it! I like writing poetry too, but i have to be in the mood. I can be an odd person, and i'm very good at reading people. You will probably never catch me without ketchup at a meal. I love being around people but i don't like it when they stare. I want to be a good friend to everyone and i want to make people smile.